I Can’t See

I have shared a number of posts extolling the love and support received from family and friends.  It is a blessing to have such an amazing group who cares for me.  However, my greatest source of strength and true foundation is at home.  My wife is not one for the spotlight and there have only been restrained mentions of her in the writing shared here.  But with this post, I exceed the recommended maximum wattage and let the spotlight shine.

We were out for a walk one Sunday evening late last summer.  No one else was around as we strolled along the trail, making it feel as if the park belonged only to us.  The sky was a cloudless crystal clear blue so brilliant it looked artificial.  All the vibrant colors of nature sizzled brightly under that sapphire canopy as if my vision had an augmented ability.  The focus of this heightened clarity turned toward my wife and an intense recognition of how fortunate I am to have her washed over me.

There was no magic raining down from the blue of the sky that evening.  The magic came from the person at my side.  Care to guess her eye color?


Blue Eyes Poem

The Smile That Paused Time

Not long ago I shared a poem inspired by the remarkable 2016 concert featuring Amos Lee along with the Indianapolis Symphony Orchestra (Feeling The Photons).  The evening was a glorious experience and one which did not cease at the end of the performance.  In fact, the experience continues to this day for me.

RC My wife and I were bidding farewell to the friends who had joined us when a mystical moment occurred.  I turned to my friend Rachel and said, “I hope you had a good time.”  Her response paired with a smile to create something extraordinary.  As I looked at her, everything around us fractured and all background crumbled away from view.  There was nothing but her and, most prominently, the smile.  One of the most calm, content feelings I have known washed over me.  The image remains vivid in my mind, yet words to describe the experience are hard to find.  This is the best I can do to convey what occurred to cap off an evening deeply etched in my memory.


She Smiles

Mirror Mirror

It took a while for me to see the tremendous value in the practice of yoga.  A lack of understanding led to a complete dismissal without even trying a class.  Truthfully, the lack of understanding translated into a bit of fear and, therefore, a decision yoga would not be beneficial.  Once I finally did agree to try a yoga class with my wife, the first encounter further tainted my opinion.  The best way I can describe the experience is that the class was led by a spiritual whack-a-doodle.  I just didn’t get it, or maybe that particular moment was not the time for me to start a yoga practice.

Then came a point in my workout routine where a change was needed.  Something new was necessary to remain active but not be so demanding of my body.  I decided to give yoga another try, and the second experience was very different.  Yoga has since become a regular part of my workout routine.  The physical, mental and spiritual benefits are far too many to list here.

Mirror image

Photo by Wil Stewart on Unsplash

After reading the remainder of this introduction and the poem, there will likely be those who think I have become the spiritual whack-a-doodle.  Regardless, here we go.

There were only two of us who came to my favorite class one evening.  The other person was far across the room and it felt nice to have a lot of open space around me.  At the beginning of the session we were in a simple standing pose with the purpose of just “arriving on the mat”.  We held a tall posture with shoulders back, palms facing forward and eyes closed.  It was a moment of calm as we concentrated on long, deep, controlled breathing in an effort to shut out everything and just be present.  As tension trickled out of my body, senses heightened and a recognition came that someone was standing very close by to my right.  My eyes fluttered open slightly but remained gazing straight ahead.  In my peripheral vision I could see the other person in class had not moved closer, so I turned my gaze to the right. Indeed someone was standing there, but he was somewhat out of focus.

It took a few days, but I did eventually recognize the guy standing to my right.  Did anyone else in the class see him?  Probably not.  But there is no doubt I saw him.


Timeless

Everyday Heroes, Heroes Everyday

National Pharmacist Day occurs annually on January 12th.  You can find a good buddy and celebrate National Shower With a Friend Day on the 5th of February.  Grab your earplugs and ring in the Day of the Gong on June 21st.  Like tacos?  Then October 4th is the day for you.  How ridiculous is it that National Absurdity Day falls on November 20th?  It seems there is a day to celebrate everything, including superheroes.

Each year, April 28th is the day designated for paying tribute to the action stars of television, movies and comic books.  The Flash, Superman, Wonder Woman and Black Panther may all be able to inspire our imaginations and humanity, yet those are not the superheroes I will be celebrating on April 28th.

Senile old man sitting outdoor in superhero costume

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We all know about superheroes.  Their mission is to assist those in need and make the world a better place to live without seeking the limelight.  People with these characteristics are around me everyday.  For example, my trusted friends who simply listen, provide support and help me to find my own inner strength in times of despair are endowed with superpowers.  The neighbors who noticed my mailbox had fallen over and put it back up one evening without even telling me are superheroes.  The stranger who paused longer than necessary to hold a door open for me when I was having a particularly bad day – she is a superhero.  All of my boot camp buddies who give every possible ounce of effort during a grueling workout have superpowers of inspiration.  The one I kiss goodbye each weekday as I leave for work – a superhero with powers that only I understand and benefit from every day.

One of my many personal superheroes inspired this poem.  Sorry Catwoman and Green Lantern, but I will be celebrating him and all of the other amazing people I am so very lucky to have in my life on National Superhero Day.


Superhero